The DAY and The NIGHT....

 We all are alone and somewhere deep down in our heart we know it, we know one day that loneliness and darkness inside us will come to us in the form of death. When we get up in morning we all have plans, a to do list in our mind to follow. But when night arrives we lay down quietly and the time do its work. I think somewhere that is the full course of our life like a rising sun we start our day knowing nothing about, jus like a newborn baby who knows nothing as the time passes and we pass our day and do our work of existence and follow what our mind and heart says, when the sun goes down , no matter we did the whole day the night comes with its own way of punishment or reward , if you sleep like baby you are rewarded with relief and peace but if it was not a good day , the night haunts us. Its not the ghost or spirit or any negativity that we are afraid in dark its our own version of hell , a bad Karma or punishment which haunts us throughout the night. 

Regardless of our endless effort we somehow manage to escape some few minutes which becomes hours and then few hours , we do not even realize when the night is over. Its not who made us do bad thing or how we manage to tell ourselves the best hero version of ourselves in our life story, the purest form of story comes in our mind when we are alone. The realization of the fact that one can be wrong takes us to the deepest darkest version of ourselves. Its not about what a person should be or what he should not be there is no straight theory of what is right or what is  wrong, Its all about the path we choose. 

Being on the existence of this earth as a human being comes with a package of advantages, we know how to communicate, we know how  to survive, we know how to kill the competition for survival, but it comes with some burdening responsibilities. Including which is the feeling of empathy, not just to humans but to the nature itself, when we go somewhere wrong nature tells in its own way. The guilt, the shame and the burden takes all the peace away from from us, it gives you the pain no one can imagine, he suffering of feeling screaming inside you and being silent and try to understand is a way where one feels helpless and do whatever it takes to avoid that, some call it drugs , some call it shopping, some call it alcohol. But we all agree that blaming one nonliving object for our own behavior is our own personal choice, no matter what happens we will be responsible for not doing what should have been done at the situation, not because it is ethically right because somewhere deep down in you subconscious mind and barren heart the nature was playing its part by letting you know that it was wrong then when you were performing the task and it is wrong  now denying that you are not culprit now. 

It not an argument of right or wrong it is the argument of neglecting ones own feeling about what oneself feel. Nature has given us wonderful gift of feeling, that is how we know that when a dog is looking at you that might be hungry or when you see a plant dying and the soil beneath it is dry should be watered. Thousand of years of existence , a tragic history and dreadful future is the answer of nature to human population that there is something wrong, not so much on the outside a human but in the inside of a human being. 

Human is a social animal, being alone is the last case which anyone can think of . It is not because  the things are not good or situation is bad, its when they fear that if they face it they might loose, and they have to accept that there is flaw not in the other person but in himself. 

Thus doesn't mean that everything is wrong and in worst condition, This means we have a chance of redemption, a second chance to make it better for ourselves because eventually the death is coming one day, and the only life exist is now. So yes no matter what happens the day will always bring you light and at the end you will answer to yourself at night.